Falling In Reverse
Yeah.
I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze.
I’m not sure if I should say this, fuck, I’ll say it anyway.
Everybody tries to tell me that I’m goin’ through a phase.
I don’t know if it’s a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah.
I battle with depression, but the question still remains.
Is this post-traumatic stressin’ or am I suppressin’ rage?
And my doctor tries to tell me that I’m going through a phase.
Yeah, it’s not a fuckin’ phase, I just wanna feel okay.
Okay, yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day.
And it’s probably ’cause my demons simultaneously rage.
It Obliterates Me, Disintegrates Me, Annihilates Me.
I’m about to break down.
I’m searchin’ for a way out.
I’m a liar, I’m a cheater, I’m a non-believer.
I’m a popular, popular monster.
I break down.
Falling into love now with falling apart.
I’m a popular, popular monster.
I think I’m going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze.
Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I’ll replace.
I’m in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace.
How the fuck will I escape if I never close my case?
Oh my God, I keep on stressin’, every second that I waste.
Is another second sooner to a blessing I won’t take.
But my therapist will tell me that I’m going through a stage.
Yeah, it’s not a fucking stage, I just wanna feel okay.
Okay, mother-fucker, now you got my attention.
I need to change a couple things ’cause somethin’ is missing.
And what if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine.
Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave.
I am terrified, I fell asleep at the wheel again.
Crashed my car just to feel again.
It Obliterates Me, Disintegrates Me, Annihilate Me.
‘Cause I’m about to break down.
I’m searchin’ for a way out.
I’m a liar, I’m a cheater, I’m a non-believer.
I’m a popular, popular monster.
I break down.
Falling into love now with falling apart.
I’m a popular, popular fucking monster, yeah.
Yeah, here we go again, mother-fucker, oh!
We’re sick and tired of wondering.
Praying to a god that you don’t believe.
You’re searching for the truth in the lost and found.
So the question I ask is, “Yeah, where the fuck is your god now?”
‘Cause I’m about to break down.
I’m searchin’ for a way out.
I’m a liar, I’m a cheater, I’m a non-believer.
I’m a popular, popular monster.
I break down.
Falling into love now with falling apart.
I’m a popular, popular monster.
I’m a liar, I’m a cheater, I’m a non-believer.
I’m a popular, popular monster.
